Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I'm going back to xanga.

http://www.xanga.com/shoinks__wan

Sunday, June 21, 2009

my comments link

works now.

Family Matters

So last night I went out to eat at honey court with Amy, Khoa, Cousins, and some church people. It was nice. Eating at night is no good. Haha, I drove there and back cos Judy didn't want to drive in Seattle, and since I've been there before, I offered. Yummy food. It came out to be at least a hundred dollars for 10 people. Not so bad! I came home around like 12:30 ish. I stayed up until 2:30 because I had to type up a 20 page bid for my dad. There was so many numbers, I was getting so sick of it! I couldn't keep my eyes open so I decided to take a nap. I woke up again at 6, then did some. Drove myself to Starbucks, got coffee, and worked non-stop for 6hrs until about 1ish while watching The Hills. There were so many numbers to type up. I was getting so restless. I stayed in one position for the longest time and everytime I got up, I was dizzy.

I went to Johnny's today for a little make-up talk, and we're okay now. I get cake like everday my birthday. The prelude seems to be working fine. David just needs to be a better driver. I think I'm going to drive to school on Monday because I got my license. I'm kind of excited because I don't have to worry about getting pulled over so much anymore, but really... it's just gonna be the same. I'm probably barely ever gonna drive anywhere. 1. I hate driving, 2. I have no gas money, 3. Where am I gonna go? Hahaha.

There was a family party today at my aunt's house for my cousin's 2nd birthday. Let me tell you, that was the most intense party I've been to. The parents were arguing and they weren't even drunk! There was constant yelling and screaming in the house, begging on knees (I'm not lying) and so many tears. What a great way to spend a 2 year old's birthday.

I just got home. I'm kind of tired because I barely got any sleep. My honor's project is due Monday night, and I haven't even started on that the least bit. and you wanna know something great? Our computers are being taken away tomorrow. WTF. So I absolutely HAVE to stay up tomorrow night and finish it or I'm dead meat! I'll have lots of coffee and I'll probably take a big ass nap before I start my project so I have a little boost. :) I'm so happy for school to be over, but I'm not. This is gonna be the last time I'm gonna see a LOT of these people. So sad. :(

Someone love me!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

It really does taste like water.

Wow I didn't realize how easy it was for this to go down. :) haha.

I need to finish my CWI project and I'm done for the year. Haha. The only problem is that I didn't start it yet. I really have no idea if I'm going to be able to finish it by Monday. Probably. Work Friday during 1st period for two hours since I'm done with my final, Work all day Saturday, Sunday night, and monday night, then sure. I'll get it done. Let's just hope I follow through with my plan. Hah. I don't know what I'm doing with my summer yet. haha. Hopefully it won't be boring and I won't have to spend half of it crying my eyes out like I did last summer when Martin left for a month and a half. Haha.

I'm done bloggin. Hopefully I won't wake up funny feeling.

So far

1st Digital Design: Complete; not graded
2nd Pre-Calc Trig: 160/200
3rd Biology: Not graded
4th English: 83%
5th CWI: 75/80 :)
6th French: Not graded

I'm happy so far.
Leadership needs to be an A. I could care less about math. It could stay a B. Haha. I'm giving Horner my extra credit SLC coupons when he comes back. I pray and hope that he's here on Monday because I cannot have a B in Leadership wtf ! I'm so happy for school to be over. I'm excited for next week. Just one full day and a BS day. I'm still deciding on whether or not I wanna go to school on Monday. Haha. Happy Early Birthday Sue. I got you the best present. Or at least I love it! SHOOT. If I got this, I'd be so happy! Hahha. Anyways, enough.

My bonfire is next friday the 26th. Who's going? Invite anyone you want.
Call or text me about it.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

If you seek amy

Final one is done. I have three more to go! I just need to finish my digital design final and do my lesson for Ms. Rue. It's about to be boss status. Haha. I'm so done with school! I'm satisfied with my semester grades. I know for sure Leadership's gonna be an A and Mr. Huck's class will be an A. For math, I can settle with a B. Haha, I don't care. :) I'm gonna get my license on friday and then next week hopefully I'll get my 24 membership so I'll be hitting that up everyday! I'm trying to lose like 10 lbs this summer, and so I'll be nice and little. Haha.

I'm so hungry right now. and I want cake.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

To Woman: Love, God.

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.

Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you, I modeled you, I created you perfectly and beautifully.

Your characteristics are as the rib: strong, yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart.

Support man as the ribcage supports the body. You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken for his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand by him and to be held close to his side.

You are My perfect angel.. you are My beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and My eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes.. don’t change them. Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form. Your hands, so gentle to touch. I have caressed your face in your deepest sleep. I have held your heart close to Mine. Of all that lives and breaths, you are most like Me. Adam walked with Me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not see Me or touch Me.

He could only feel Me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with Me, I fashioned in you: My holiness, My strength, My purity, My love, My protection, and support. You are special because you are an extension of Me. Man represent My image, woman My emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man, treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt Me. What you do to her, you do to Me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart; the heart of your Father and the heart of her Father. Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness, show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Seems to grow inside of me.

Wow, Mr. Mc is such a stalker. He needs to stop talking to little girls because that really creeps me out.

Anyways, Sophomore-wreck-Seniors-Cars day was today. I'm pretty sure we're assholes now, but whatever. Haha. We only did Hiep's, Hork's, Jill's, and James. Marco's was like a work-in-progress. Hahaha, his alarm went off like WTF! Scared the shit out of me. Hah. Oh well. My bonfire was supposed to be today but I'm rescheduling it for the 26th. How does that sound? I'm not doing anything tonight. I'll probably stay home and watch movies or something. I've been working my ass off trying to lose weight. I think it's working. I feel very very fit right now. I feel like this year, we're actually going to do stuff in Cheer, and I'm actually going to lose weight. Cheer seems okay now. There' just like one or two people I can't stand and that's it. But whatever, I'll get over it. I need to get my skirt tailored and get new shoes. I'm done with all my payments for the rest of the cheer season so I'm happy about that. I really can't wait until football season. I'll have my car and it will be hella fun. Our first game is like the first week we come back from school. But after football season, man I don't know. I know for sure I'm not doing competition because that's just too much. IB next year is going to be killer. The summer assignments really don't seem that bad but I don't know man. Hahaha. That's gonna be a lot to worry about. My life is going to be over after IB. I don't know if I have to quit any sports or activities next year, but I know for sure Leadership is gonna cut off a lot of slack for me. But that means I won't have anymore excuses to miss class. Sad.

I don't like blogging a lot.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Birthday, Prom, & Senior Skip Day

My birthday party was good. I scored $700ish dollars which is really amazing. I'm deciding on whether or not I want to get a lettermen's jacket, because it's a lot of money. and people lived without one. But I'd have so many letters on there. It'd be so legit. But whatever. I can buy even better things with $600ish dollars. There was a lot of good food but I was only at my party for like an hour. Because Ana came over and she did my makeup. I did Sue's hair and everything. I took Ana home and stopped by John's house for a little. My dad took me to prom and gave me the whole "no sex before marriage" "i'm worried for you." etc. All that stuff. But you know, he cares. I'm trying to stay home as much as possible, but I don't know if that's gonna work out. Honestly, I don't want to move out when I'm 18, but I kind of do. I'm still contemplating about it. I love my house and I love my family, and I'm so sure I can live on my own, but you know... it's weird. But prom was lots of fun. It was steaming hot but that made it seeeexy. Some people really can't dance, but some people can. It was funny. Ha, I really experienced something that I'll never ever want to experience ever again, but it's whatever. Isaiah, Davina, Hork and I went to Alki afterwards and it was really really really nice. We didn't get kicked off, surprisingly. I got home around 3:30 ish and my curfew was 1. HAHAH, oh well.

Senior Skip Day BBQ was today. I got a lot of sh- for being an underclassmen at Coulon but it's whatever. I'm master griller cos I made everyone's food. Spam Musubi is like really really good when you're hungry. Haha, I went to Skagen's house for a little bit and when everyone started to arrive, I had to leave. I felt bad but oh well, I have homework to do. Everything was fun! I smell like lake water because Hiep dumped a cooler of water on me and I got water ballooned so many times. But good thing I got legs and I can run fast, or else that would have been a different story. Lol. I'm so excited for my bonfire. Hopefully lots of people will show up or else somebody's gonna get a hurt realllll bad. Tehee,

well homework time.

CWI - Call To Action
CWI - Presentation
CWI - Honor's Project, oh shit.
IB Math Type II task
Biology Obesity Presentation
Digital Design Music Video Final

Friday, June 5, 2009

1. My throat feels so weird.
2. I get my license today hopefully.
3. I have Erica's yearbook and Erica has Hiep's. Hopefully she knows that.
4. I'm just happy that Prom's tomorrow.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Where did my sanity go?

In a matter of a few hours, my sanity completely left my brain.
I have yet to shower, and I've been studying for god knows how many hours!

I feel so good, yet I feel so shitty. I still have a whole lot to do. I'm going to work on my call to action and just get that part out of the way so I won't have to worry about a whole lot later on. CWI is definitely my hardest class (aside from math). I cannot stress how excited I am for this school year to be over. I'll have my license and car, and so I'm gonna to be lake bummin everyday. I need to work out during the summer. Everytime I talk about working out and losing weight, I never do. I don't know why. I think I just need to eat a lot less and I'll be content with my body. Last week was good because I barely ate, but after camp, I just started enjoying myself wayy too much. It's okay. Lol. I'm excited for prom and my bonfire next week. Hopefully all these people can make it cos then that will make it 10x cooler! It's going to be so exciting, but hopefully the sun won't be TOOOOO hot so we all don't burn up times two. Anyone's invited so let's all enjoy ourselves. I'm gonna tell everyone it starts at 6 or 7 and ends at 10-11 ish. Whenever people need to get home, then they can leave. Lol.

I need to get back to studying. :) Bye.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Plans for the end of the school year.

( ) License
( ) Prom
( ) Projects to do
( ) BBQ's and Bonfires
( ) Finals
( ) End of School year!

Projects to do:
IB Type I and Type II tasks (Pre-Calc)
CWI Honor's Project
CWI African Genocide Project
DNA Disease Presentation

Calendar:
June 6th; Prom
June 12; Bonfire @ Alki
June 13th; Graduation
June 17-19; Finals
June 21; Kerlyn's Birthday
June 22; Suby Booby's Birthday
June; Deejay's/Ena's Birthday and Last Day of School!

Bonfire Plans:
I'm going there around 4 or 5 if anyone wants to go with me!
I'm not gonna have it start until 6 or 7ish because that's when the sun will start going down and that's when people will be free.
I'll end it around 10pm ish and I can take some people home probably if they need it.
Uhm, SOME food will be provided but not a whole lot of it. (Eat before, or bring your own food).
I'm not cleaning up after your mess so, don't be messy. :)

How do you post comments on this junk?

I failed my written this morning. The questions where they asked me about "how many days after ____ should you get your ____." tricked me so bad! I was so confused. I was really praying in the middle of my test to God that I'd pass but I missed 6 and I had like 3 more. was upset. Oh well, I'm going back tomorrow before school, so that means I'm not sleeping in for Late start. Haha. Today's going to be a work day for me after school because I'm behind and I need to catch up. There's only a couple weeks of school left and I'm actually kind of upset because I need a lot more time to get my shit done. Lol. Math is killing me. I just need a decent semester grade. Swear to lordy that IB is gonna be a GPA killaaa for me next year. :/ I'm kind of upset, but it's whatever for me. I want to get my license. Prom's on saturday and things are all messed up and I don't care. Bonfire next friday. I'm excited. I need to buy burning wood and more lighter fluid. Hopefully it won't be too packed that day. But it still might be. I'm going hella soon right after school. Like around 4 or 5ish.

Just call me.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Bonfire the 12th! call me about it.

Haha, this is cute.