what the fuck.
i'm fucking up so early it's not even ... like what the hell are you doing quan?!
Lily's right, some things ARE better unsaid, but I made a good decision cause I told him what was going on right? Like, better me telling him than having him find out. Or better me telling him than having him not know at all and having it be in the back of my conscience. If it's done, then it's done, whatever. I'll miss it even though it's still early, but I don't efn know anymore, shit.
Today was fun, under my balcony & my umbrella with water bottles pens 7up etcetera. but still, I'm pissed. I've been having the worst week of my whole entire life. I don't know, I'm not ready to have people leave me next year yet and I'm just like tweaking over nothing. I can't wait until spring break, my goodness. dskjfaslkdjfsaldkfjsa;df.
I just need some Jesus time.
It was a one time thing and one time only. That's it, I'm done.
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